Tonight has been one of those nights where all I’ve done is question my self worth. Would it make a massive difference to anyone’s life if I just suddenly wasn’t here anymore? Do I actually hold any kind of significance in anybody’s life? Probably not. In fact, I can probably guarantee I don’t. I’m just here so you can kill time when you’re bored.
Being alone as often as I am is dangerous. I swear it’ll be the one thing that kills me.
Its been fucking months since everything happened with my ex. I fucking hate his guts yet I still get upset/angry whenever someone takes the piss of the fact that I was ever with him. I don’t get upset/angry that we aren’t together anymore (I’m fucking glad to be rid of him) but more of the fact that I was ever with him at all. Its still so embarrassing. My day has been completely brought down because of someone that isn’t even in my life anymore and I hate myself for letting it get to me.
"describe yourself in five words"
giving oral sex is better than receiving sometimes idk man